Talk Dirty To Me
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Talk Dirty To Me
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Speaker 2:Hello all you sexy beasts and welcome back to Talk Dirty To Me, the podcast where four your friends, with four different perspectives on kink, fetish and sex, Talk Dirty To One Another. And we have the whole crew with you today. We have Cere Marie Currie, your local vanilla, Just private, Just private.
Speaker 1:We have.
Speaker 2:Dose and Oof Faso, the kink oracle.
Speaker 1:Ahoy.
Speaker 2:And we have Stephanie Slayton, the queen of spankos.
Speaker 3:I'd like to change my title to Jester of Spankos.
Speaker 2:Jester of Spankos. This one makes you more powerful.
Speaker 3:It's really.
Speaker 2:In me, Casey, you are a neighborhood foundom Some, very some newsy news. We have some newsy news for you.
Speaker 4:Wait, let me make the news alert sound. Thank, you.
Speaker 2:You're welcome. This episode is our season finale, so we're going to go ahead after this episode and take a little break, because we had a chat and decided we'd love this podcast and it is doing really really well and we want to take some time and revamp how we do it and come back with a slate full of awesome guests and make something really special for you all, and we can't record and do those things all at the same time. So we are looking into getting a production team, a producing team, to help us get people, because that's hard. People, that is hard. All you sexy beasts hey, it's hard.
Speaker 2:So we're going to get some additional help on a production team. I already have one person that I'm very excited about. I talk about Aaron all the time, and now he's part of the team, so he's going to be one of our producers. And I have another friend. I'm going to ask who's been really supportive and amazing, and then we're going to just talk about our hopes and dreams and how to make this better so that it reaches more people and it does even more good than it has. This also includes you.
Speaker 2:I would love, we would love to hear from you if you have any ideas on episodes, if you want to be a guest on an episode, if you have an idea for a guest on this episode, we would love to hear from you. The form is at littlerunninggadefilmscom. Go to podcasts, go to Talk Tour, do to me. And the link is right at the top, but you know we say that every time, so you know where it is. Yeah, so we're going to take a break. We are coming back. We are going to release our next episode on October 1st.
Speaker 1:Yeah, October 1st.
Speaker 2:October 1st is when we're going to come back and be all sorts of like, new and sexy for you. So please bear with us, hang tight, and we're going to come back with even more than we are leaving you with now. Any other thoughts and opinions on that? My sexy co-hosts?
Speaker 4:We're going to come back completely different. I'm I'm going to be I'm going to be the king of kings. Stephanie's going to be femme dame Case is going to be private. Tosan's going to be I'll be celibate. Celibate Tosan, you would ex-Tosan tries it Tosan tries it Tosan, tries it Celibacy.
Speaker 3:In unrelated news. I want to make a bet. That was so bad.
Speaker 4:Gorgeous, deep voiced man exploded spontaneously and everything inside him was come. We don't know what or how it happened.
Speaker 1:Spontaneous seeming explosion on the outside of. Austin, Texas has called several critical injuries. Shut the freeway down.
Speaker 2:The entire city is covered in a strange white substance. Nobody can identify it.
Speaker 3:All the best on Congress Avenue left.
Speaker 4:And are pregnant.
Speaker 2:Women are inexplicably pregnant.
Speaker 1:Now I have a sex to me dog. Nobody's pregnant.
Speaker 2:Oh dang, Hell yeah, One of the good guys.
Speaker 4:Wait when you get a vasectomy, you still come still comes out, right, yeah, but it's just not live. Yeah, it's not active.
Speaker 2:No sperm in it.
Speaker 1:But the sperm is still in your balls, right. Nope, no.
Speaker 4:Well, the sperm's still in my balls.
Speaker 1:I just can't move and so the sperm production stops. So if you spontaneously explode, ideally all that sperm that's still in your balls could impregnate all of us, right?
Speaker 4:True, they're non-modal, so they couldn't move.
Speaker 1:They would literally have to explode and land in an ovary.
Speaker 2:I don't have any load, I'm an unsuspecting vagina that just happens to be open, clear shot straight to your wrist. I have a lot of friends out there going, not me, yet it would be me, because they're like, they're like.
Speaker 3:Will you look at them and they're like? I'm gonna do it, I'll find a way. Will you look at them and they get pregnant? No, oh, my goodness.
Speaker 1:And that's the vasectomy that's imperfect, right there is. It's still considered a vasectomy if you have non-modal sperm. My last sperm check I had two, oh Two, non-modal sperm, right, and it's normally billions.
Speaker 4:There's just like two of them in there, being like dancing, non-modal, not even wiggling, wishing they could wiggle.
Speaker 3:It's like that.
Speaker 1:But just I remember the days when I used to wander the streets.
Speaker 4:Hot dogs.
Speaker 1:Well, we got off of the tangent, yeah.
Speaker 2:We all know that I designed drone shows and I fly drone shows and recently I made two things that I was like working really hard on making them and I was like I did the thing. One was a bacteria and I made a bacteria and the client looked at it and was like a bacteria looks like a tampon. And they were right. I didn't see it till they pointed it out and I was like oh yeah, let me change that for you. And another one I never get what I was making, but I accidentally made sperm.
Speaker 3:Aw, great, great, amazing. Wow, someone wanted a drone bacteria.
Speaker 2:Oh, people want all sorts of things. It was like I don't remember what the event was, but it was like the evolution of COVID, of COVID, the people who made COVID. It was like there was a big bang. We did like a big bang, and then the universe, and then like bacteria, and then like a tree, and then like like it was a whole thing, but there was bacteria in there, or tampon, you know, depending on how you looked at it. Yeah, anyways, I never gave her read my update on my two hour spanking.
Speaker 4:Oh gosh, yes, you time it out? Did you take breaks? Did they bring snacks? Did you eat snacks? Did you take a snack? Your arms look like buffer.
Speaker 2:Yeah, oh, so good at spanking. Now I did, yeah, so they came up. She was lovely, super timid, the I don't remember if I mentioned this last time, but I was kind of. I had a conversation with her before I started and we were chatting and she let me know that she was abused as a child and that, like, is why she seeks this out. And that was like made me uncomfortable, not like, not because of her, because it was put me face to face with the fact that I what's the right way to put this? I am like potentially recreating that yeah, yeah, like I am actually handling something that I might not be educated to handle.
Speaker 2:And I realized in the kink world people show up like this all the time. I think it's frequent that there's like a lot of trauma induced need for this kind of nervous system reset or release or whatever they get out of it. And I was like, oh man, there's actual like trauma and I don't know if I'm making it better or making it worse, but she's here because she is what she said she needs, and she seemed to sound in mind and very nice and nervous. So we went ahead with it and I chatted with her. I didn't like this was all my process. I wasn't like, oh, let's talk about how you were abused yeah, maybe I'm not fit to handle this, but she's been. So she told me that she has had long sessions with disciplinarians before, and including a six hour session with somebody. When you tell me you have a six hour session with somebody, I'm like, oh, you've had the fox banked out of you. You have had your butt so spanked that I have to work hard to like make this worth your time. So I chatted with her about her life in order to find something that I could kind of dig into, and I did, and I forget what it was at this point. So, oh, I talked about how she doesn't work and she said she could do better. So I kind of like I can't remember all the details.
Speaker 2:Honestly, this was kind of a while ago, but I made her write lines I'll give her an impossible task to send Based on her story. I was like I need you to write this line 50 times in two minutes, which is basically half done. Whoa, it was some unreasonable number and I don't think it even registered with her to be unreasonable, but she was doing it and I timed it and it's when she had gotten to like 18. Or something. So I counted it and I put the number she was missing at the top of the page and I said so you're missing like whatever, like 35 lines, which means you're going to get 35 strokes with the cane or whatever. And I was like, do you want to try again? If you get it this next time, it can cancel out that 32. And she's like yeah, I want to try again. Obviously, we got to like 19 this time instead of 18. So now she's like up to 50 something strokes with the cane. And so you know it was stuff like that.
Speaker 2:So you're the impossible tasks and I I forget how I started, but I ended up paddling her and caning her.
Speaker 2:Oh, because of I forget whose idea it was, I toast and her Stephanie, I can't remember, but I laid out all the implements on the bed and I had her come in and I was like I want you to order these from your favorite to your least favorite.
Speaker 2:And in my mind that is like what you like being spanked with the most to what you like being spanked with the least. And thank God I did that because the risk I wouldn't have done it if somebody didn't mention. But the response I got from her was I'm okay with this one, I'm okay with this one. I'm not okay with this one because it makes me feel weird, because I was publicly spanked with a belt in front of people, so I can't do that. Make me feel weird too, so I can't, I don't want to ever. So it wasn't like at that point. It wasn't even a conversation about what's the most fun and what's the least fun. It was her being like these are the things I'm not okay being spanked with, because it is like trauma triggering or whatever. And I was like in my head I was like that's exactly what I meant.
Speaker 3:I just can't believe there was a time and place where, like, someone would be publicly hit with the belt and people just like walked by and was like oh, that's just someone disciplining their job, like the way I would hurl my body. That would not be good. I would end in handcuffs.
Speaker 1:I'm just imagining you leaping out of a second story window to like drop sheets.
Speaker 2:I would just follow your window.
Speaker 3:I just more like me going like feet first, like that like rejump in the air, and you like put your feet into their chest, like that's the way I picture it, like take them out. Yeah, that's crazy.
Speaker 2:I'm just going to follow your lead. If that ever happens, I'll be like stuff you went, I'm going like whatever needs, like taking out after that.
Speaker 3:Yeah, because I'll probably take me on the get up. I'll need back.
Speaker 1:I've been ready to. I've been prepared to Lee, and I just kick people for stuff like that.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I just can't even. Surely there's no one would do that today, hopefully, no, don't say that.
Speaker 1:She got her fuck knows out.
Speaker 2:She got her, fuck knows out, thank God. Note to self, ask that every time, because I would have just gone down the line had I not, because I didn't think like different implements made a difference, but they do, and I love belting people, so I would have absolutely belted her. I forgot to talk about taking her panties all the way off, so there was no bare bottom, because once we were in it, I didn't want to be like, can I take off your underwear? Anyways, I made reasons to spank her and then I made her bend over the bed and paddle.
Speaker 2:I started with her pants on and I, since her pants are on, I paddled her really hard and then I, you know, eventually took off her pants on, was just using her underwear and I put her over my knee at some point. And this is two hours, right. So I do a thing where I time. I time I put somebody over my lap and I set a timer and I'm like you're here for 10 minutes and I use my hand and I use a paddle and I just get like an endless 10 minute spanking.
Speaker 4:Did you ever have a moment in that 10 minute spanking where you're like, oh God, five, three more minutes.
Speaker 2:My arms, my arms, starting it seven minutes. Oh my God, so you had three full minutes of like damn it's when I'm like I would like to stop and look at the timer, but I can't because that would be giving me the whole way. I can only imagine.
Speaker 2:Yeah, and her style of bradding is was unexpected. So there was a point where she was like I was paddling her on the bed. She said something and I had. I had to stop with my hand and I was like, is that real, or are you bradding right now? I didn't get her style of bradding and then I did and I was like, oh God, I got it Because bradding is different from person. This is what I learned Bradding is wildly different from person to person.
Speaker 3:Interesting, Can you can you elaborate yeah?
Speaker 2:I'm trying to remember what it was and I think it's just that she was very verbal and being like ow, ow, no, it's too hard, like, and I'm obviously doing a bad job of reenacting that, but she was giving a lot of emotional noise to the pain level and asking for it to stop and stuff like that. So it was so much. At some point I was like are you? Because we talked about red yellow green, right, but there was no red yellow green, but it was so much. I was like are you, do we need, are you? Is this your bradding? She was like yeah, yeah. I was like okay, great, keep going. Good to know.
Speaker 2:And I used my ebony hairbrush and I would say I love that ebony hairbrush. It's beautiful. But hairbrushes are actually really hard to use. They're short handled and it's like hard to make it worth the work. So I used a hairbrush once, but y'all, I also made her a whole lot of book in front of her and I put on a timer for two minutes and I do this thing that I did with a preacher to, where I make them kneel and tuck their toes underneath them and sit there for two minutes and I just do it over and over until they literally can't anymore and they fail. And then I get to spank that because they failed. So I did that with her. I use the paddle and the cane a bunch and I went down the back of her thighs, I ruined her bottom and remember I was competing with a six hour session that she had had right. So in my mind I'm like surely she wasn't spanked for six hours Was she.
Speaker 2:I think so. Do you live through that? I mean not just like at like six hours constantly? No, I had to stop and make her write lines and like hold the book out and like scold her.
Speaker 2:And then there was a period of time in the second hour where we just sat down and it was near the end where we kind of talked about life and I was like what the fuck is up with your life? And she opened up about her significant other that she's broken up with. It's giving her a lot of hard time and I was like, oh, you should fix that. So I was able to be starting with her and like, like, give her tasks and be like you're going to do this when you go home and you're going to deal with it or whatever. But she like opened up a lot and we chatted so it wasn't just constant two hours of spanking, and I can't imagine that it would be constant six hours of no, no, but I robot, I have a picture that I can't post online but I gave I gave her a wound on her bottom, like I noticed.
Speaker 2:I noticed like the one side of the back of her underwear was getting wet and I was like what is going on? And I like, moved her underwear and I was like, ah, I've spanked her raw.
Speaker 3:Okay, broke the skin.
Speaker 2:I wrote plasma or blood. It was plasma, it was just an initial fluid and it was like.
Speaker 2:It was like. It was as if something had given her a big blister on her butt and that top layer of skin had peeled away and it was just like the raw under layer, right. But it was so interstitially that after we like did aftercare and I sent her on her way, she had actually she was in, she was like spaced out and like came back in my house. She like knocked on the door five minutes later, was like, did I leave my phone in here? And I looked around, it was straight up.
Speaker 3:She like she was in like euphoria. You like, sent her to outer space, space, space, space and I.
Speaker 2:I. She came back in and she was going down the stairs and like it had was wet through her underwear and then it was wet all the way through her pants and it wasn't blood, but it was like she was wearing like canvas pants. Yeah, and I was like whoa, what have I done? And it was like red and angry. And she she told me later she was like that was the hardest spanking I've ever received.
Speaker 4:And one I want hours I want spanking.
Speaker 5:That means you beat the success.
Speaker 1:Three times as good as a six hour swing.
Speaker 3:Yeah, yeah, kasey, you won, you like, beat you like, you did the six hours in a smaller amount of time.
Speaker 4:We didn't hear she liked it, though Did she like it?
Speaker 2:She texted me later and she's like she's like that was the hardest spanking I'd ever received. You didn't tolerate my braiding at all. That was awesome. When can I come back? I have to wait till my butt has healed. But yeah, how did you feel, kasey? I felt great, I you know. At the end I was like we never talked about aftercare. She was like, oh, what do you need? I was like, oh, I don't need anything, I'm fine. I was like what do you need? And she did oh, nothing really. But then she was like sometimes I like to be cuddled, because I didn't get that as a child, and I was like I'm not, were you that big spitting?
Speaker 1:get your raw ass in here.
Speaker 2:No, no, I I am not a big cuddler with people that I don't have an intimate relationship with. I I feel like this was somebody saying I didn't, I was abused and I didn't get that. As a child I was like you know what, fuck it, we're gonna fucking hug right now.
Speaker 2:So I was like it made the most sense to me in the moment. I was sitting on my couch and I was like, do you want to lay your head in my lap? And she was like yeah, so I sat on one side and she laid across the couch and put her head in my lap and I just sat there stroking her hair and he had it real quick question how intimate is our relationship, the relationship between you and me?
Speaker 4:Why do you want to cuddle? I want, I want that, that's what I want.
Speaker 2:Have you laid my nails.
Speaker 4:They're talents, they're so good.
Speaker 2:And noted Sarah Marielle on run my fingers here, but she laid there and I think she had something about how that was really nice too, which I'm glad I could give her that and yeah, she already wants to book with me again. I've been neglecting her text for a couple days because, no matter what, I think work doesn't stop being crazy. So there's many a sperm that has to be made in the sky with drones and Gosh and yeah, so it went really well. It went really well. I'm gonna see her again and it was nice. Spank some. You're there.
Speaker 2:Oh, she said I have never cried during spanking, but I would have cried with you if you hadn't taken breaks. And I think she meant like when I was because I would I was hitting her hard with a paddle. So I Recognized that I was hitting her very hard and I also recognized the shape that her body was in and I didn't like I would go but I would stop, like it an appropriate interval to give her like some recoup time. And she was like if you hadn't taken breaks, I would have, I would have cried, and I didn't know if that was like Like how I should feel about that, like, oh, I missed it or like oh my god, I almost made her cry. Some people.
Speaker 4:And.
Speaker 3:I think, I think, I think, as somebody who enjoys Pain and someone who's always felt like oh bummer, I've never, I've never cried during a spanking, I do feel like there is a really intense Psychological place you have to get to someone that without that psychological, I Don't know that it could happen. Because, because spanko's tend, especially female spankos, because what I've seen, girls can take a lot more than guys. This is true.
Speaker 3:They. It's not a level of pain, it's more of like the headspace and the head game. And and that's kind of the beauty to me, of like this person who's come to you right, who said they were abused as a child and I know that there's a lot of people out there who could hear that and think how wildly unhealthy. Like even Gillian Kenan's book she speaks on this professors that she got because she wrote an article for the New York Times before her book came out and she had professors from major universities either congratulating her or telling her she was sick in the head and that this was no way to handle her trauma. But the re, but the reality is someone who also it was a traumatic experience for me is when it's on your own terms, that is the healing point.
Speaker 3:You're doing something that you're calling the shots like the and we've heard it on the show before from multiple different people like the bottom really is the top in a weird way, because the bottom is who's calling the red, yellow, green or whatever. But I do wonder, because even your body language and telling the story kind of shifted, if there's like Counseling or the thought for being a top, because that's a lot to ask of a top, that's a lot to ask of someone. That's a lot to put on someone to say, hey, I went through this as a child and it was traumatic and I want to recreate this traumatic event. And so I wonder if there is like I don't know if there are bees, they're onward, but like just other tops who talked to each other, who are like, if there's, did you feel like when you, when she left, that you Any of that energy rubbed off in a bad way, or did you feel like you had given someone Peace?
Speaker 2:I feel like she had got received exactly what she wanted to receive, because and I don't know if I don't know if that is of Benefit to her or not, right, but in the moment she was satisfied and got whatever she wanted, yeah, to get. She was clearly a person who was sweet and wonderful, but also Her body language was very meek and insecure and I think that's where, like the work is because it was, there, was there, was just like If I could give, if I could give her the Confidence of a lion, I would have, because that's that's where I saw like the damage was Damaging quotes. Like I'm not, I shouldn't qualify her as damaged in that capacity. She could just be shy, but I Am. Yeah, I think she left happy. I mean, she called me again, yeah, yeah, I mean like that's total evidence.
Speaker 1:Yeah, and it's also responsible top wise to like it would note as a red flag to me. Like not you, I know you, but it would notice a red flag to me if somebody was like I'm gonna do a two-hour spanking and I'm like gonna make no Like timidity assumptions on my own right. I'm not gonna like I'm gonna go as hard as I possibly can imagine Without any input about it, like cuz it's your first time meeting them. Like you shouldn't be swinging at a ten with someone that you just met the whole time and like breaking, scanning all of that. Like you you should take it should take more than one meeting, in my opinion to be like To Not give recoup time like your instincts said. To give recoup time to fight against that instinct on the very first time of meeting this person Would be would feel odd to me. So I think like that's a good choice to do and and you'll be more confident to do it later, you know- To the gym a lot.
Speaker 3:I mean, I don't know a soul.
Speaker 2:I'm full saving, get a side hustle at Amy's ice cream so I can like just scoop with my Love the thought of like Dom's going to the gym to work out for their subs.
Speaker 4:I also love the thought of like Casey because I know that you're a former yogi and yoga teacher of you like making people do workouts and then their punishment for stopping the reps on the work on the workout is like some Kinky fuckery, which would be. I Think you could get a lot of friends that way.
Speaker 1:Yes, oh, I have. I have considered many times Requesting that Casey be my fit down.
Speaker 4:Yes, that's, that's it, that's it.
Speaker 2:He calls me a good daddy and I like yes, I think we'll play do a plank.
Speaker 4:For as long as you can Play, you've got a plan.
Speaker 1:I wish I didn't know those tendencies when I was doing yoga at your house. I would have gladly had it spanking to the situation never too late.
Speaker 2:True never too late oh son, I'm smaller now. I can see your balls if you come out of warrior two before I tell you to.
Speaker 4:Casey, you, I know that this is our season wrap up, so I just want to talk about, like, how much you have learned this year, because you Can, you like. I just want you to think back to the beginning of your journey on talk dirty to me and how you're like, and now you're twisting balls and Twisting balls and making people bleed putting peppers People's, people's making dinner and people's crotches feeding grapes with toes.
Speaker 2:You know I've done a lot. I didn't get to pee on someone yet, but that is hopefully coming soon. Wow.
Speaker 1:Wow, get that bladder ready.
Speaker 4:Would you ever do a number two Cleveland steamer.
Speaker 1:You're taking a lot longer to think about this than I thought you would Clean one.
Speaker 2:I was about, I was about to say no, and then I was like, but why? Why wouldn't I shit on somebody? If they wanted me to, I mean, I'd make them pay for it. Yeah, I wouldn't do that for free.
Speaker 4:You would ask, but I would do them.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I do an enema shit on them. Wow, I fill my butt with water and then Put it on.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I think Casey's the brave one in saying that, because I think the truth is is everyone has a price. Everyone has a price like Samory million dollars cash.
Speaker 4:To poop on someone. Yes, is it taxable? Do I need to file taxes on that and how do I find a taxes on that?
Speaker 3:No, this is all it'll be hit. This is on a Swedish shore account.
Speaker 4:Oh, oh, aboveboard. No, no, fbi, just on through the question, absolutely $5 million.
Speaker 1:You say no.
Speaker 4:I don't know. I here's the thing. I would talk to my husband regardless about this and I, you know, like 10 mil girl, eat some fiber. I feel like he would. Here's the thing. You guys don't know how amazingly mighty my poops are. Like it's worth 10 million dollars. I fucking break toilets y'all like your hero. So many others can you see Please, account number is I.
Speaker 2:I, you know, I, I have learned a lot. I have done many things. I am Honestly like I wouldn't. I've no, some actual pro doms. I Wouldn't count myself among them, because I just not yeah, why I'm curious. What is the problem that you?
Speaker 2:haven't well, okay, when I think about a pro dom, I think about and you know, maybe this is cliche, but I like I think about somebody who lives it and it's their hundred percent their job and they wear a lot of black and and they have a dungeon and they do all sorts of things like sounding and, you know, needle play, and it's just like they actually have clients that that you know, come see them regularly and pay them a bunch of money and I don't have that and, like Nord, like again, I don't really want to touch penises that I don't want to touch. So my, I'm limited in what I'm willing to do, compared to a lot of the awesome, awesome women who don't have those same boundaries.
Speaker 4:So it's a woman that's gonna poop on someone I was gonna I.
Speaker 3:I like I'm not taking away from your that is how you feel a hundred percent, but I think you are. I think you are no longer a novice. I mean, I mean, only place to go is pro.
Speaker 1:I'll put it like this You've been doing this for nine months now. I guess yeah how many sessions you've done in nine months? I.
Speaker 2:Don't even know how to count that okay.
Speaker 1:I would put it upwards of 20. Okay, yeah and so and so that's More. That's over two a month, which is Pretty prolific for most people that I know about. Like I know, most of the programs that I know are Either seeing one person regular they have like one regular client that they see on a regular basis or they're like getting new clients every couple of months.
Speaker 3:And correct me my wrong. There's a lot of people still on the list, people who want to get in. You're just a very busy person.
Speaker 2:That's not incorrect. Yeah, also, a lot of those sessions were Free because I was learning how to ask for money and that happened like later. So it's the number of paid sessions I've done is not 20.
Speaker 1:You're intermediate. You're intermediate to advanced level in over six types of implements. You offer One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine different types of domination services. You now have a process. You have happy customers. You have this is now the third time that you've told you've now told three times three stories where somebody has called you back and been like this was the best version of this I've ever had.
Speaker 4:Right.
Speaker 1:The story. They were traumatized and it was just like these. Those three people have come back to you and said, out of all the times that I've done this and all of them are experienced, haven't been doing it a while. I don't remember how experienced Vinyline guy is, but they're like you nailed it, you beat. You beat it at a 300% output. So you, you, you, you hit your goals, you nailed it, okay.
Speaker 2:I'll take it. I'll take it, which reminds me that's basically how that went and that's how I I think I learned a lot. I don't know if I want to go. I can say at this point, after doing that, I don't know if I want to be like full on, prodom is like my side hustle, but I'm content to continue to explore and or not, as I see fit, without right people. And I just remembered I got a text Hold on.
Speaker 2:So you guys remember the gentleman who came over and reorganized my closet, right, yeah? So after the second time that he came over and reorganized my closet, I I didn't reach out to him again, I was just busy and I didn't. I didn't care isn't the right word, but I just didn't have enough space in my life and like, well, it's nice having somebody re-organized my closet. Ultimately, like I didn't find it super rewarding to have my closet reorganized and then have somebody jerk off in my bathroom. I was just like I don't need that, that's not what I need. But you, really it was. It didn't reach back out to him and he never reached back out to me.
Speaker 2:And then it's been months and then I got this text message before the 4th of July, which is just poor timing on his part, because I was cuckoo, bananas and like, did not have brain space to respond to texts texts, but of this nature. This is what he said to me. He said hi, you totally remember me, but this is so. And so we had a couple of times a few months ago and I helped you organize your closet and drawers and during our last session I had a sort of catharsis and realized with which and I had a sort of catharsis and realization which totally impacted my ability to think straight, and you were probably all too happy when I didn't follow up after our session.
Speaker 2:I just wanted to apologize for ghosting even though you were probably relieved, smiley face halfway through sitting on the floor massaging your feet oh, and, by the way, he capitalized why, in all of the yours here, halfway through sitting on the floor massaging your feet, I realized that, as attracted to you as I am, I wanted something more than just being your foot rub slut, and I couldn't figure out how to say the words or what to say. So I got nervous and sweaty and instead totally withdrew. Weird, that's never happened before. Anyhow, after that I was too embarrassed to follow up, so I ghosted. I'm really sorry, just wanted to let you know in case you were curious. Wow, wow, I love that he thinks that. I love that he thinks he ghosted me.
Speaker 3:I was waiting for that.
Speaker 2:What is it about men thinking they ghosted you when you never called them and they never had to avoid your call? Yeah, this is not the first time this has happened. Somebody comes up and is like I'm so sorry I didn't call you and just be like did I call you? Did you have to ignore my phone call?
Speaker 4:I don't think it's just a man, and I think it's human beings thinking that they're the center of the universe and that you are thinking of them all the time.
Speaker 1:Yeah, it's definitely just men doing the sideways. Ask you out by admitting a crush on you. Oh yeah, because, like the phrasing of that is hoping. The effect was oh my God, I felt the same way when you rubbed my feet and I also disappeared for too much. And let's run away to Italy together and be in sub love. Maybe not, maybe not. Maybe he just was feeling that catharsis I'm doing. Air quotes wore out. It's not feeling it anymore. He wants to get another hit.
Speaker 2:I don't know.
Speaker 2:But, he was really sweet. I don't mean to talk bad about him. My comment about ghosting was more universal than at him, though he did echo it and inspired that comment. But I didn't get any sort of vibe from him at the end of that session or on his way out the door, like I think this was all extremely internal and compartmentalized within himself, because I'm usually really good at picking up on vibe changes, especially vibe changes like that, and it was totally normal. And he left and I never heard from him again until now and didn't respond. I didn't know how to respond.
Speaker 4:What did you say? New phone? Who dis?
Speaker 2:I get a lot of people telling me they have crushes on me when they rub my feet. So you're going to have to be more specific.
Speaker 4:Many men, reorganize my closet. Please do that.
Speaker 3:At this point do they just go in there and it's just perfectly folded clothes and they're just like well. I'll just put these over here and these over here. I'll just make the color gradient, go the other direction.
Speaker 4:I knew something was up. When you come over to my house and I was showing off my closet and you're like I need you to do this to me, I was like don't you have a person?
Speaker 2:for that I reorganized your closet.
Speaker 4:Will you give me head pets? Yes, yes, we will. Are we in?
Speaker 3:love, I'm not going to lie Pets came at the end.
Speaker 1:there I thought you were going to stop it.
Speaker 3:Yeah, the way that you structured that sentence, I'm agree. I thought it was at the end and I was just like whoa what was that? Not so pretty anymore Ew.
Speaker 2:Just head pets. Anyhoo, that's my updates. Let's do some season wrap ups. I just did mine. What did I learn? Anybody else feel like they have a favorite episode or that they learned anything?
Speaker 4:I learned so much about latex and I just want to say that I still that episode is treasured in my heart for how much I got to geek out about something I knew nothing about. You know what I've learned so much about? I guess I'm going I've learned so much about everything you know like that's all. It's been such an honor and a treat to learn and to grow and to listen, to show up curious every week with y'all. So that's what I learned. Suck it.
Speaker 3:I learned a lot of just like Samaria, a lot of things, but one of the most shocking things to me was the amount of women who do not climax from vaginal intercourse, and that is something that is super important, and I think a lot of women feel lonely in that and it really it seems like it's the masses and between that, and anal sex I feel very supported by the fact that it's not just me.
Speaker 3:And how like that's like kind of revolutionary and I feel like between that and anal sex, I feel like I've been lied to my entire life and there is no literature or movie or TV show that talks about what that is like for females and that is really upsetting but exciting that now I'm in a circle that talks about it and hopefully there are other women out there that don't feel alone and can hear stories such as Phoenix's story, phoenix Rhodes and your story, and can hear just the human experience and can say, oh look, I'm not alone and I think that's really so important and something I still want to check in with and talk to people and figure that out. For help people figure that out, yeah.
Speaker 1:Yeah, you know this podcast is in really special and healing for me. You know you came and asked me to do it at a time that like I was having several types of crisis of confidence and like not feeling good about myself and in lots of different ways. And so you know, week by week, week over week of like doing this and talking to people about kinking all the things that I've learned about it and experience and weird shit that I've put inside me and put in, put myself inside of and done and like just being able to talk about it has been like good and reaffirming for me and like built back a lot of like a creative core of myself that I've been missing. I loved writing poems for all of you.
Speaker 4:The best.
Speaker 1:And like those that's been really special to do and be a part of. Like a lot of the conversations that we've had with some of these people have been, like really honestly, life changing for me in a lot of different ways. Like talking to Phoenix Rhodes about like just the very particular situation of like interacting at a high level with the church and a musical capacity and what that feels like, especially in like dealing with your own sexuality and not at the same time, and then like making a new friend about it, like we just I just tick tock them earlier today, like we're talking about a religious tick tock and they sent me a we still talk. We still talk and we're still solving the problem of like how do we raise our children with the positive things that we got from church without giving them the negative things? Like we were working that problem to this day and I love that.
Speaker 1:Talking to Nameless about like what it, what it means to like have in your system a beast and a monster and something that the society will will look down on, and how to reconcile that with like the human being that you are and human being that you want to be like, that is incredibly important to me and, like you know, learning to respect the beast that is inside me and like to give them voice room, reason to live and do things you know, and just getting that hang out with the four of y'all. Like you know, this is how I met Stephanie, and I think about you every day. You're one of my favorite people now and so, like we were also, like we sent each other every kinky tick tock we can find and it's perfect and wonderful.
Speaker 3:Our algorithms are so close because a lot of times you'll send me one and I had just seen it. I was like, oh so good Same thing, the one today though, blew my mind that you should actually you should talk about that. That's important for people to know. That's a PSA that should go out.
Speaker 1:Yeah, make sure there's no metal cores inside of your butt plugs. We go get in a moron everybody. Oh yeah, it's a while time they rocketed into their oh no, did they die cavity? No, they didn't, they survived.
Speaker 3:But they're, they're messed up.
Speaker 1:Yeah, 750 miles per hour into their chest cavity.
Speaker 4:They wore their butt plug to their MRI.
Speaker 1:Because it that's bad.
Speaker 3:A great percent. However, the butt plug said 100% silicone, silicone, and it had a metal piece in it.
Speaker 4:Oh man.
Speaker 3:Either way, what are you doing? Wearing your butt so they?
Speaker 2:want a lawsuit right.
Speaker 4:Here's the thing they should be able to wear their butt plug. If the if the advertiser and maker of the butt plug said 100% silicone, they should get to wear that butt plug wherever they want. I kind of agree.
Speaker 3:I kind of agree. It rocketed Having having nurse friends.
Speaker 1:That's like you're doing that so that if somebody will see that you have a butt plug, yeah, and because you know, like an MRI you know, see it show up on the MRI and so you're just doing that Sensual to the one looking at the MRI. Yeah, and now I think rocketed into your chest cavity. Is too high a price to pay for that.
Speaker 3:Well, when it's that speed of light, I was like. I was like they're dead for sure. But then it said they're, they live, but with severe medical trauma.
Speaker 4:Well, and that's a very interesting question about consent, right, like I feel like those nurses and doctors are consenting to see whatever's up inside you. That's true, right. By nature of an MRI Also, I learned how to not wear a bra. I just want to throw that in there, I know.
Speaker 2:You're doing so good at it.
Speaker 4:Thank you, I'm so impressed, thank you.
Speaker 1:The last thing is, just like you know, you've all grown to be very special to me and you're all great and I love all of you and I'm glad we do this thing and I'm looking forward to like the bigger, better version we come back for season two, which also leads me to, like you know it, we wouldn't be 35 episodes into this and, having done this and having had over 15, 20 guests that we've talked to about various different things, if you know, especially in those early weeks when the recordings were like not as good we hadn't got our like sound systems the way that we needed to we were getting such a strong following and like reaction to it and people were like really into it.
Speaker 1:Like that, the fact that we were getting the number of downloads we were getting and people kept coming back and people were texting and being like is the episode out? Like that is what empowers us to do this, like we wouldn't keep doing this if nobody was listening to it and interacting with it and being helped by it, like I've. I have over I have like five, six messages from either people that listened to it or people that have recorded it, or I've run into people at trying that are just like. Your insight into these type of things has been really important to me and like that keeps me wanting to do this. So thank you, everybody who listens and everybody who's downloaded, and everybody's got a message to us. Thank you so much. Everybody who's ever been on the forum like thank you, thank you, thank you.
Speaker 4:And thanks to our background shadow little renegades, taylor and Travis Donald. Will you say it all sexy, casey? Travis Donald, wow.
Speaker 1:I'm sorry, say it again.
Speaker 4:In Hollywood News someone has spontaneously exploded in South Austin, Texas.
Speaker 2:A strange white liquid is covering the entirety of the east side of Austin.
Speaker 4:All the bats are pregnant Wait.
Speaker 2:Tosen, are you ready?
Speaker 1:Yeah, I'm ready.
Speaker 2:Tosen, oh fesso.
Speaker 1:We're recording 47 to one Mark clip. Okay, casey, remember that time that I had to be on my knees for 12 minutes of an episode.
Speaker 4:Casey in a sexy voice say the llama wore pajamas.
Speaker 2:Ooh, the llama wore pajamas.
Speaker 1:Me and Casey, me and you, we really, we really got to like, do like a sexy short story together.
Speaker 2:Let's do it. I've been working my dirty.
Speaker 1:TikTok, like doing deep voice stuff, trying to get into that book talk pocket. I've just been having fun. It's getting there. It's getting there Now I've got a couple of people being like your voice, it changes me.
Speaker 4:You sound like a thunderstorm in my pants, yeah.
Speaker 2:Thunderstorm in my pants.
Speaker 4:I said yes to the thunderstorm, and then you said pants, and I just want to just want to walk that back.
Speaker 1:I said look at your fuck fault Thunderstorm not in ceremony pants, if it is in my pants.
Speaker 4:You're not allowed to know.
Speaker 1:I'm confused now. It's not because I want to tell you it's because it's mine and I don't want to.
Speaker 4:Yeah, Good season everybody.
Speaker 2:Good season. Yeah, thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone. So everyone of our episodes is in the top 1% of Bus Sprout, which is how we release our episodes to all different platforms, and I'm going to say thank you to everybody who listened to. How do you like your bot holic? The Dom episode with the lion dom, because it is reaching it, is the number one most downloaded episode, at 424. Amazing, which you know. That's partly because of clickbaity titles. Sorry, not sorry. The latex episode is way up there. That seems to be.
Speaker 2:You know, what's funny is, for a while, all of our early episodes. The first episode is almost 500. And that's that's actually the most downloaded episode. But the later episodes are that like, are dominating now. It used to be that the earlier episodes were getting more downloads, but now the later episodes are like doubling or tripling those downloads. They're femme donning, yeah, they're fendomming. Anyways, we have some really great metrics and thank you for that. Thank you so much for that, and we'll be back October 1st. Please don't unsubscribe from us. Stay subscribed so we pop up in your feed when we drop our next episode. We're super excited to come back with something killer for you and a whole new team, same hosts, different team behind the scenes, so that we can go even further. So, like I said before, if you have thoughts or opinions, please drop them in the form. We'd love to hear from you and we love you very much and we think you are the sexiest of beasts.
Speaker 4:Yeah, and until next time, remember to take your butt plug out Before you go get a MRI.
Speaker 2:Yeah, yeah, okay, bye.
Speaker 5:Bye, Talk Dirty to Me is a podcast by Little Renegade Films.
Speaker 4:It stars Sarah Marie Currie, Casey Sammie Casey why don't you sound real sexy while you do it? Do I no, why don't you? Oh, why don't I? Yeah.
Speaker 5:Like you remember how you read your synopsis and you're like, oh you want me to do it like that?
Speaker 2:Yes, yeah, okay, genius Okay.
Speaker 5:Talk Dirty to Me is a podcast by Little Renegade Films. It stars Sarah Marie Currie, casey, sammie Toast, alifaso and Stephanie Slick, with silent contributions by Taylor Novak. Title and closing themes by Toast and Alifaso. Follow us on the social medias at Talk Dirty to Me pod. For more of our offerings. Go to littlerenegadefilmscom.
